Back to posting . (:
As usual , it's usual . Im homed again . It's like self-declare holiday . Kns , D:
I had this feeling of being bad . I need to stop , needa get back to reality and face life .
Face what its really in for my life , and that's school .
I've not been attending school for just as i like , like a hotel . Wtf .
I just can't imagine , my laziness just simply overwhelmed me and making me not going on the right routine that i should be going .
I should change , for godness sake . Im getting from bad to worst . D:
My mommy is just concerning me , and she's giving me all that she can . And , Wtf am i doing , letting her down and down again and again . I should get a whip on my butt , i guess .
Even Baby's saying that i shouldn't be like this . I know i shouldn't .
But , just look at what i've been doing , im just geeting worst despite others forgiving .
Can i just spare a thought for everyone else around me , please don't let them down anymore .
Please , atleast because of my attendance , lift up your feet and just get going .

Working later on .
Seriously , im getting worst . After thinking back , i myself couldn't bear with what i was doing . I need to be more responsible in whatever i do . D:
Hardship is what it's going to take before someones get sweetstuff . No shortcut , understand venuss. ?! Please buckup hard .

Labels: Bitch me .

爱总是什么都见意最后什么都原谅 .

I feel like punching myself hard right in my face . I've done alot of bad things recently that led to alot of consequences . All this things will be deeply kept in my heart as a reminder . A reminder of not going to let this kind of thing happened for the second time . Once is already enough .

I felt soo grateful that iris and baby are soo forgiving towards me . All those thing have a great impact on all of us , although baby and iris have already forgive me , not angry with me , but everything is not going to be the same , ima really glad that they have forgiven me , willing to accept me again , but , I still didn't managed to forgive myself . I want to do something to benefit them , to try hard using my action to proof to them that ima worth for their trust .
I really appreciate that they given me their understanding . I hope I can really managed to turn the situation to be back normal .
Venuss , don't be such a bitch anymore . It's time to do what your heart tells yous to do .
Faceup with everything , and not hideaway .
You're on your own now to gain back and do whatever yous can . do it to the fullest , and let everyone see .

baby , ima gonna last with yous . I don't care how negative people look at me . I know what's important to me , I wanna because of this important work hard . I meant it . Please don't give up on me .

Labels: Bitch me .