Holy shyt-ed .
Every steps count and makes a great impact on the future .
Gladly , fourth month tomorrow . Say whoaaa , someone . (:
Thanks to my dearest ahjian for not letting go of me . loves .
Ilovehim . and that's the way it is till the day that i stop breathing .

<3

Labels: ahjian .

In life , everyone experience different scenarios , having different thoughts .
But still , you might find one of a kind among hundreds of people surrounding you . And , this particular one of a kind is mostly the one that is pretty special to you . When i mean special , it's really very special in a very unique way . In life , you only get to live once . I understand the facts that in certain circumstances , we get another chances to start things over and over again . But , that doesn't mean that it'll be a good thing either . Likewise , you'll have to sacrifice something in return of something . For example , you get a chance to mend your ways and doings but , in return of the chance , you need to face the changes that are going to happen in the future . Once you did something , it'll always be there . The consequences always lies beneath each and every choices and steps yous chosen in your life . There's only one time for you to decide and once you fixed your mind , it'll never go undone .
Life seems like making a gamble . You'll never know what lies in front of you , you could only gamble for the 50percent chances for your own future .
Towards studies , and other major things in my life , I'm always the one that appears to be so wishy-washy . I just can't make the decision out of my own , sometimes .
But , in my love life , I'm always so persistence . Frankly , i dont know why .
I always see it as the majority , as the major of my life . Allowing it to bring me ups and downs .
And , its bringing me down now . Very down .

Saturday . Another boring weekend .
Few hours ago , brought my brothers over to have their haircut and my fringe trimmed . (:
Was surprised that Tiger and his girlf came along just soon after we reached .
Chatted , it's been long since i've met him .
Took photos of Robin's and Alvn's hair . Gonna upload it next time , lazy . ;P

Yesterday , was out with Serena , Joey , Elin and Andy . (:
Singing session with them . Had a pleasure day , but , no Bi Bi around . ):
Meetup with Bi after he had knockoff . Poor baby , still cameup my house to look for me .
Super appreciate it . ♥
School was about the same yesterday except for lab session . D:
I broke the testtube during experiment . Almost burnt out the bottle .
Putting the lighted sprint inside the solution instead of on top of it . Jialat . ._.
I guess , my practical should be failing too . Did alot of stupid stunts . D:

Going fetch Bi Bi from work tomorrow and off for steamboat at his house . (:
Looking forward to it .
Exams in two weeks time , ohgreat . jialat-ing . ):

BiBi , iloveyous .

Homed from school . Tired beat , D:
Off to work in two hours time . I still have tons of works waiting for me ahead .
I forgot to complete the excellence project for character development class . Shyt .

Wokeup late today , 6.50pm .
Was like , Omegoshh . Faster pull myself out of my comfty bed and splash water on me .
Bathed , Changed .
Left house at 7.06pm , Not bad .
Trained to school . Was earlier than usual despite woking up late this morning .
During Morning assembly , Principal was going through feedbacks from students .
Funny one , one's wrote in to say change school sports day to YCOG ; Yuanching OlympicsGames . And then , add in Netball , Basketball , all kinds of other sports in it .
After that , Principal announced that he's going to have back airconditioning classroom for all graduating classes again .
But , why do i have this feeling that it's gonna be a lie . Lets pray hard for it . (:

First period was POA . Eating biscuits and chocolates , its seems like we're more like having picnic than lesson . Chinese class was even fun .
Playing those hand games , bandaging peoples hand , discussing about JJ .
Geog , fastfast over . And recess .
English three period at COmputer lab talking to the headphone and computer . Recording our orals ourself . I sound like , small girl over electronic devices . D:
Assembly on International Friendship Day was up next . The drum was awesome . (:
School ends like this .

Hope i have fun working today . (:
Btw , anyone got any recommendation on weekend jobs. ?
Urgently finding , helped me keep a lookout on it okays. ? Thanks all . (:

Labels: Packed .

Had just completed my assignments and decided to blog regarding today .
And yes , was with Baby before he went working . ♥

Today in school , was just listening and listening , feeling bored and more bored .
Aft school , rush home and bath , walked to Baby's house to wake him up .
But , this baby of mines , was awake already even before i reached .
Slacked awhile and Baby went bathing and prepared .
Off to JP for our lunch . Had PizzaHut with him . The third time i had PizzaHut in my life . (:

Baby sturn face . xD

Glimpse of our half-finished food .

Another Glimpse . (:

Thanks baby for the meal . I enjoyed it alot .

Aftermath , Baby send me home then go off to meetup with his friends for work .
In cab , i did something super funny , stupid till go pull autodoor . D:
Freaking miss baby now . Looking forward to meeting him tml again . (:

Labels: Faith in you .

Labels: i know its yous . The one for me ., Yes

; 我就是喜欢这样和你在一起 , every moment counts . (:






Baby just left . And , i just done with bathing . (:
How i wish i could just capture and pause the moment just now .
Bit by bit , watching him and hugging him carefully , afraid-ing of waking him up in my arms .
伟建，我一天比一天的爱你. :D

I went back to school today .
So , my day was just school . Filled with works and assignments to complete throughout .
Socialstudies test today , i wrote alot . But , all format wasn't right . Hope to get the marks for the informations . (:
Completed English comprehension assignment during English class today .
I really did put in effort for it . CEP lesson , was just sleeping throughout . Was very tired . D:
Had my reading passage for Chinese during Language class .
Then , POA was just trying to understand what the teacher is saying . As for Chem , im like having alien classes . D:
Went for NEquiz after school at Freeaccess .
Left school at around 3.30pm , walked home . D:
Scorching sun today , it almost burnt me . When i reached JP , my skin was half red .
Went buying icecream and walked home while texting with Baby all the while . (:
Went surfing net to compare phones online . What interests me are , Sony Satio and Aino . (:
Still not sure what should i change to . Both seems appealing to me , hehs . :D
Went bathing and waited for Baby and Jer to be back from TPY .
Meet them at JP , on the way there , i saw RAINBOW . Stopped at the traffic light for quite a long time to try to get the RAINBOW shot snapped .
But , in th end couldn't . Due to , the RAINBOW faded away . D:
Andand , Baby saw it too . Hehs , ^^

It's the first time we seen RAINBOW since we had been together , baby . (:
HAPPY-ING . :D

Walked around JP basement for phone and priceplans enquiries .
But , still couldn't get to see the phone's trail at those shop . D:
Aftermath , went Shilin packed DiGua and Chickennnnn . Headed home , (:
Baby cooked for me the second time . NICE . xD
Thanks baby , i appreciated it alot , yous know . Hehs , soo sweet for yous . ^^
Had my dinner and off to basketball court .
Watched Baby and Jer played ball . Was playing with Baby's iphone . (:
Then , headed home around 10 . That's when Baby started to 露出他可爱的一面. :DD

Texting with baby now . (:
Lovehim ttm . I shall sleep early tonight , there's still school tml .
Bugis with Baby and Jer tml , :DD

Labels: baby ., Don't let go of me

Back to posting . (:
As usual , it's usual . Im homed again . It's like self-declare holiday . Kns , D:
I had this feeling of being bad . I need to stop , needa get back to reality and face life .
Face what its really in for my life , and that's school .
I've not been attending school for just as i like , like a hotel . Wtf .
I just can't imagine , my laziness just simply overwhelmed me and making me not going on the right routine that i should be going .
I should change , for godness sake . Im getting from bad to worst . D:
My mommy is just concerning me , and she's giving me all that she can . And , Wtf am i doing , letting her down and down again and again . I should get a whip on my butt , i guess .
Even Baby's saying that i shouldn't be like this . I know i shouldn't .
But , just look at what i've been doing , im just geeting worst despite others forgiving .
Can i just spare a thought for everyone else around me , please don't let them down anymore .
Please , atleast because of my attendance , lift up your feet and just get going .

Working later on .
Seriously , im getting worst . After thinking back , i myself couldn't bear with what i was doing . I need to be more responsible in whatever i do . D:
Hardship is what it's going to take before someones get sweetstuff . No shortcut , understand venuss. ?! Please buckup hard .

Labels: Bitch me .

Tonight , lovedd . (:
Went out to fetch Baby from work with usuals .
Waited for him to finish work then headed back to Jurong .
Baby tonight sweetsweet with me . Superuber happy , can smile whole night . (:
Dinnered with Baby and usuals @ KFC .
Headed home , onlined . Waiting for my Baby to online . (:
I guess , i'll be sleeping soon .

Baby , i'll be missing you much . :D

Labels: a w j ., u o y e v o l i

不后悔，因为我有你在身边 .

Sometimes , i admit . I will yearn for my baby's attention .
Even , his one look at me can just simply ease me down . I admit , i'll feel neglected at times , i'll feel that he doesn't care enough for me . But , i know he do .
He doesn't react , he kept it in his heart .
So , sometimes i'll be blaming myself for why am i thinking this way .
Baby , im sorry for feeling this way . I know i shouldn't .
But , its just that sometimes , i would just hope to get more of your attention , hope for you to care for me a little more , dote on me a little more . D:
I hope you don't blame me . D:

Couldn't contact him for until i get a simcard . it's really a torture .

Labels: 爱就对了 .

Missing my baby , Missing my phone . Sigh . D:
Waking for my precious baby to be awake before heading to the police station .
I really hope that person would just mail back my memorystick . It's very important to me . I really do cherish all those memories in it . Especially , those that were taken yesterday .
Heartache , i don't know how to describe the feelings . Its just , i found that it's a pity yous know .
Whatever i wish in the bottle did come true , so somehow , i can self-comforted myself .
Cause , what i wish inside is just more important than my phone . Im glad . (:
I just wished and hope that person will return me the memorystick . Whoever it is . Please ..

Was actually going down for service yesterday , but something happened .
Headed down to Eastcoast instead , since all of us were already at Simei .
Baby , im sorry for whatever i did to make yous upset . Thankyou for forgiving me . Everything is just worth . Due to you , i feel more eased . (:

Loved Eastcoast ttm , took alot of photos with baby .
But , Hais .. Neverminds .
I hope the next time the four of us go together would be something that we all can enjoyed more . Although , yesterday is really very enjoyable . (:

It's the first time i see Jer and Iris smiling and laughing so happily .
It's the first time baby and me went Eastcoast together .
It's the first time four of us went to beach together .
It's the first time i enjoyed and experience the wind breeze , the sea and the beach with baby .
It's the first time we gazed stars on beach .
It's the first time he accompany to stroll along the beach for seashell .
It's the first time Jer piggyback Iris .
It's the second time Jer and Iris went to Eastcoast together .
It's the third time baby piggyback me .

Overall , Thanks BABY , IRIS and JER . for yesterday. ! :D


Baby , i just want you to know that you're a really great boyfriend yous know .
It's my fortunate to have you as my loved ones . Great great fortunate .
You're always there no matter whatever struck me . Hold on to me , (:
You make me wanna dote on you more .
You make me wanna love you no matter what it takes .
You make me wanna just hold on you tight and not gonna let go .
You make me wanna catch you when you almost fall .
You make me wanna takecare of you , to the max of my life .
You make me wanna kiss you .
You make me wanna do every single thing with you .
You make me wanna capture every single memories i had with you , no matter its good or bad .
You make me wanna protect you from every hurt you're going to get .
You make me wanna make you smile to the fullest every single moment .
You make me wanna be by your side .
You make me wanna just accompany you by quietly looking at you .
You make me wanna being there for you even if the sky falls .
You make me wanna cherish you . (:
Baby , promise me to takecare of yourself okay .
Im sorry that i couldn't contact you as much as last time .
Remember that , i'll be missing you , i'll be thinking of you . (:

Labels: ANG WEI JIAN .

Everything's fine now . (:
Glad , :D
Had some tiffs with baby this morning . Super lots of happenings . But , everythings getting better . (:

Baby , remember this always , I won't giveup on yous or leave yous alone noo matter whd happens .

Tml , out with baby , iris and jer . Hope to have fun , gonna sleep naos . D:
Eyelid getting heavier , nights !

Awaiting , ima waiting for my precious baby to reached home .
i wondered whether he had reached home already not , my phone couldn't text already , and he hasn't contact me till now . I hope that he's fine now . D:
Baby , faster contact me alrights. ? (:
I'll wait till he text me before I fall asleep .

To says the truth , ima afraid of falling asleep . Something happened last night , baby cameover in the middle of the night to bring me over to his house before my mommy wakeup .
Whenever nightfall , another long hours before daylight shines on me again .
I hope tonight will be fine .

Finally , baby text me . I finally can ease down abit , super worried just now . Glad that he's alrights . (:
Baby , ily .