爱总是什么都见意最后什么都原谅 .

I feel like punching myself hard right in my face . I've done alot of bad things recently that led to alot of consequences . All this things will be deeply kept in my heart as a reminder . A reminder of not going to let this kind of thing happened for the second time . Once is already enough .

I felt soo grateful that iris and baby are soo forgiving towards me . All those thing have a great impact on all of us , although baby and iris have already forgive me , not angry with me , but everything is not going to be the same , ima really glad that they have forgiven me , willing to accept me again , but , I still didn't managed to forgive myself . I want to do something to benefit them , to try hard using my action to proof to them that ima worth for their trust .
I really appreciate that they given me their understanding . I hope I can really managed to turn the situation to be back normal .
Venuss , don't be such a bitch anymore . It's time to do what your heart tells yous to do .
Faceup with everything , and not hideaway .
You're on your own now to gain back and do whatever yous can . do it to the fullest , and let everyone see .

baby , ima gonna last with yous . I don't care how negative people look at me . I know what's important to me , I wanna because of this important work hard . I meant it . Please don't give up on me .

Labels: Bitch me .