Love
Is
All
That
I
Need
♥
风吹过的思念 怎有过的眷恋 就让我沉醉 再让我心痛一点
|
Friday, September 25 ♥ Bit by Bit . I started to fall again , & this time . I do not knw whether I should or not . It's a feelings I've found once again . I thought that it was not able to retrive , & yet . He make me feel that again . ♥ ♥ Bernice , tcare while you're there . Be back soon . Readers . Updating my going-to-be-dead blog again . Did anyone miss me ? Tonight , was feeling kinda wierd . Everythings seems so not in place . Wierd uhs . Bernice is going overseas today . But , Wenchin & Me wasn't able to send her . Sorry Bernice . Yous must must really tcare okay ? D: I didn't attend school today . Play truancy with Andy , was very late for school today . Andy called me & asked me to meet him ad 851 . Slack & chatted at 851 & th playground at 850 . Wanted to sign line . So , hurried Andy to check th pricing with me at Central . Sadly , all phone shop not opened . Slack at Florence's house dwnstair , planned Andy's restaurant with him . Kinda wierd . But , was fun . Telling him about th budget cannot make it & stuffs like that . It's good that I took Accountant as one of my subject . Laughs ! :D When NicolasTee arrived , went up to Florence's house . Her mommy opened th door . Her mommy super fierce . Scary . :x Slacked at her house stairs , chatted . Then , took AndyBoon's phone text Aaron . Around twelve . Walked to 850 bus-stop . Saw Panphila , Edwina & Taocheng . Walked over to PioneerSec . Tio police screen . Actually , he dowan let me go . In th end , he says . He give me one chance , ask me go home straight . Wtfcuk . Walked home . Nobody at home . Not even a single soul to be seen . Hais . D: Changed clothes , & received Zhengyang's call says he already at my house downstair . I was like , HUH ?! I haven't even prepared lahs . Hurry , Hurry . Goo prepare & stuffs . Received my milk . (: & pei him go eat mcdonald . I love poking frenchfries into his burger . Laughs . He was soo irritated , i think . Then , looking around Jurongpoint , went in NTUC in th end . Was playing a fool . Saw Kahfai & then continued by Nadiah & Gilian . Opps , :x Rushed home after that . Saw William at control station waiting for Boss . Reached home , noo one homed yet ! D: Onlined , did mask & now updating my blog . Boring , D: Might plan to study later on . Not going service tml , i think . D: Yesterday . Went Daiso with Chin . Serena was suppose to go with us . But , due to time restriction . Next time , we going to bring her out , have fun altogether . (: Brought alot of things . Super , super happy . A tube of mask , fake eyelashes , liquid foundation , foundation & a polkadot hp strapes ! Love it , Love it , Love it . ♥ I still have alot of desire haven't complete . I wanna find lipstick or ligloss with really really pale pink colour . :x I wanna buy cleasing water & whitening cream & toner . (: I wanna have extention too . After exam , ima gonna fulfilled all this bit by bit . (: So bored can , my brothers kaopei-ing eachother . WTFCUKK . Very noisy lahs . Okay . Still , i wanna thanks Zhengyang for th milk . But hors , i still feel like drinking it . Two bottles , finish already . D: Jialat , it seems like ima addicted to milk ? Wierd huh , i think . Okay , nverminds . Photos , lazy to upload & noo pictures taken recently . I will try take something interesting to post it on blog , noo worries . (: Ciaos . Readers , stay tuned ! :D
♥ 我爱你 . @ 8:32:00 PM
Monday, September 21 ♥ ♥ Suchabitch . Feelings , Out of a kind . Super downnnnn , ! Irritated feelings aroused , noo reason . ): Just karp phone with Wenchin & Melvin . Conferncing just now . Tired & feeling very down again . I don't knw those feelings comeback to me again . I thinks about him once again , & Im sure I don't like that kind of feelings . Hais . Confusing matters again . God , I believe yous will guide me through this obstacle of my life . Went for service again yesterday . Had a quarrel with mommy in the morning . ): A great big thanks to Xueli . She brought me a bible which costs a bomb . She really treats people real nice . Love her to the max , Thanks Xueli . (: Went service with Wenchin , our second time sit our way to Expo . Went Changi for fellowship with the rest , leave at around 9.45pm , train home . Wierd guy called me . Up till now , still don't know about his name . Don't care . ): Tomorrow , going Woodlands with cellgroup members to Bernice's house . She's going off soon . Hais . ): Noo mood , seriously . Idk why , feeling this way out of sudden . Wil update more next time . EuniceBabe , when yous want me to go down 850 again , just dial my phone okays ? Lovesyous . (: Labels: down, down . everything goes down .
♥ 我爱你 . @ 1:13:00 AM
Monday, September 14 ♥ ♥ I promised yous . But , I still couldn't convince myself . Hey Readers . Just kup phone with my FionaHo . Updating my blog again . Feeling soo bored . Nothing to do all day , feeling energy-less todaye . Didn't attend school today again . Overslept & Mommy didn't managed to wake me up . Slept late yesterday , as my whole family was back late from Hougang yesterday . As for my Monday , was on phone almost whole afternoon with Weihaw pestering him to entertain me . Laughs . In th end , we both was watching teevee together . :] Th weather was really getting hotter & hotter nowadays . I hope th sun isn't soo energetic . I didn't know that sitting infront of th computer would make me sweat . School tomorrow . It's been long since I had recess with Henghui already . Miss her , ): Yesterdaye . The day before . Working ad Hougang . Tiring . D: Daddy's last minute decision resulting in whole family sitted in his car & moved on to Hougang . Before that , having Chu's family conflict 2009 , Month Sept . Alvin & I totally object with my Daddy says . In th end , we lost . Reluctantly went to prepare & bath . & He was there starting his chants . Once reached there , went downstair with my brothers to had our lunch . Got back to work , helped Mommy in scrubing th paint out of the tiles while two brothers playing PSP . Sickening lahh . Both of them get to slack over there . Then , Robin helped with sweeping the floor and make smooth the tiles . Alvin was still playing with the PSP . Goshh . Slacked there , teasing Alvin & Robin while waiting for my Daddy to finished his touchup . Drive to nearby carpark and walked to Hougang Plaza . Hougang Plaza . Nothing to walk . Second floor was showflats & upstairs was selling beds . Then , walked along th shophouses below , loithering around . I told Mommy saying that , Later we walked all the way to Hougang mall how . Mommy keepon insisted saying , Hougang Mall soo faraway . Impossible . Next , we all saw something . The bus interchange . I laughed then , i was some large building ahead . I focused all the door and saw some writings with lights " Hougang Mall " Then , I pointed sayings . " Hougang Mall ehs " Mommy still where , where , where . Daddy already walking towards it already . Suddenly thought of Ames working in Hougang Mall . Dialled his number , missed call him . He told me he was eating . Laughs . Didn't get to meet him up , only get to see him from far . I saw some dress for 10bucks at third floor . Then , Daddy went down to some Men's clothing shop and he brought for himself a jeans & a formal shirt . Not bad , Not bad . He wore like teenagers . Can blend inside with Andy they all already . HeeHees . :D Daddy in the end , give me money to buy the dress . Haven't tested on it . (: Ames called & chatted with him . Went NTUC shop for grocery & then to dine in . Sleep in car on the way home . Reached home at around One AM already . Dozed off . I going to watch ChannelU & going bath already . Very hot uhs , D:
♥ 我爱你 . @ 7:27:00 PM
Sunday, September 13 ♥ ♥ 爱情只不过如此 . Every relationship will be tested to proof loyality . 爱 是不是都一样 不论多漫长 终究剧终人散 。 舍不舍得爱让我控制不了 , 但为有能做的只有大胆好不保留的去珍惜每一段恋情 。 Yesterday , Out to service with Wenchin Akl & Boonlay with Serena Sister . Shared Cai tau kuey with Sister ad Boonlay Market . Walked to Boonlay cc intending to watch them having training , in th end , they went off already . Called William & walked to Boonlay Market again to find them . Chatted with JianJie & William about some private stuffs & was eating ice ad th same time . After William & those Jurongsec people left , four sit around one table & chatted . Slacked for some time & all left for home . Cab back with Sister . Saw JianJie riding bike passed us while i alighted . Laughs . He was stunned when he saw us . (: Walked home & watched Detective Conan with Mommy . Akarliaoo called . & went off preparing & deciding on what to wear for service . Ate FriedRice & was kan-chionging with everythings . Weather was extremely hot , sweating all over & got very pekcek also . ): Meet Akarliaoo ad Jurongpoint toilet & trained to Expo for service . Once boarded train , found seats available . First time in history we sat our ways to Expo . Akarliaoo & I was simply sleeping and staring into th air on our way there . Tired . Started out service & listened to PastorKong preech . A pity Fiona couldn't join us . While on th way out of Expo Hall , saw YeeAnn there . Didn't knew that he does goes to Church afterall . Laughs . (: After service , celebrate one of th girl's birthday . (: Received th calender of th month & was brief about th highlights of th months . Took XueLi's Boyf car to Changi Airport for our dinner/supper . Mainly was crappings & playing a fool around . Thanks XueLi for treating me & Akarliaoo bubble teas . The drink was simply tasty , brought it from "Each A Cup" . XueLi's : Camarel Milk Tea . XueLi's Boyf : Peppermint MilkTea . WenChin's : Passionfruit MilkTea . Venuss' : Red Milk Tea . Seriously , everyone should try th Camarel Milk Tea & Peppermint ones . I never taste such nice ones before , Serious ! :D Played games while having dinner with cellgroup . Super fun . Have fun laughing & enjoying our time over there . Its was already 10.30pm when we noticed th time . Akarliaoo & I was like . HUH ?! Th game that XueLi's Boyf created was really very very fun . I miss th times already . Im looking very forward to th next service or outing with th cellgroup . (: XueLi's Boyf drive us back to Jurong & something unpleasant happened when we past Mount Faber . I almost cry out & was really terrified about what I saw . Thanks to XueLi , Akarliaoo & XueLi's boyf on comforting me & talk to me about it . I feel more ease after all & great great thanks to XueLi & her boyf sending me up to my house . As for th day before before , was out th wholeday again . (: Akaliaoo & me was out to join th cellgroup members for City Raiders ad Botanic Garden . I really didn't knew that th Botanic Garden was soo big . From Orchard to Clementi . Singing , Crappings & running around . I feel more like myself , though its tiring . Still , everyone is exhausted after th long run & bused back to Orchard . Akarliaoo , Me & two other guys trained back to Boonlay together . Packed food for William & cos . Walked to 650court for our dinner . Then , walked home while th rest of them went down to Arena for pool session . (: As for th day before before before , was out again ! Laughs . (: Which is th 10Sept . Meetup with KaiJie for Self-studying session . Fiona came too . Shopped with Fiona after studying & had our dinner together . It's been long since I had dinner with her . Snap shots of us while we're in th library , we both forqet all about KaiJie . Pictures was still with her . I miss those times when we both had soo much fun . We both just had soo much things to chat about & was talking non-stop over there . Loves FIONAHO . (: As for th day before before before before , 090909 ! ♥ FIONA'S BIRTHDAY . (: But , I was in Namdai meeting WeiJie & then down to 850 . Eunice Babe , Michelle 心肝宝贝 , Jasmin 心肝 , Edwina Sister , Joey Sweety was all there . It seems to me a gathering instead of BBQ . Laughs . (: We all simply had soo much fun together , but it's a pity that Panphila Sister left already . I miss her alotalotalot . Lost her contact & couldn't find her online . Hais . ): Oneday , I would just die of 相思病 . ): Bused to JurongPoint with Michelle then , Home Sweet Home . Later Daddy wants us to go work with him . Hais . I want rest . ): He says , he wanna go shopping at Hougang later . Laughs . (: Think of shopping , i do want to go . But , of work .. I admit , Im lazy bum . HeeHees ._. Everybody , miss me . (:
♥ 我爱你 . @ 11:21:00 AM
Thursday, September 3 ♥ ♥ Not worthy . Im an No-body , (: Readers on Earth . Neutral daye indeed . Happeninqs of qood & bad thinqs in all . (: Terribly sick . - Sorethroat , Couqh , Fever qoinq up & down , Flu , Headache , Bodyache , Giddy-ness & Body would qoo numb at times . D: Mommy say she qoinq to brinq me consult a doctor already if all this carries on . Wokeup quite early this morninq , couldn't sleep due to th couqhinq . Made breakfast for myself & watched taiwan drama to keep myself entertained . Around one , Daddy asked me to qoo work with him . He say , to let me sweat . Out with him & to workinq place , Houqanq . If i knew i was qoinq soo far away from home , i won't be qoinq . Really . Almost vomited in car , dislike th smell of aircon . Prefers th wind much more . Received Ahboy's text tellinq me somethinq . Ima sorry for wastinq your time , ): Daddy qoinq other places to buy stuffs & left me with Ahpeh ad workinq place . Done my job , went downstair brouqht myself lunch & Ahpeh coffee . Came up to pass Ahpeh his coffee & i went down sittinq alone ad coffeeshop for my lunch . Was tryinq to waste time as i've finished my job already . Called KaiJie & walkinq around Houqanq with his introduction . He keepon naq me back to workinq place , scared i qot lost somehow . After arquinq with him for quite sometimes , went back still . Find thinqs to do & KaiJie called me back pei me chatted while i was busy workinq . Chatted till my phone went flat . Nice one , (: Sweep th floor , daddy teached me how to buildup a electric circuit for th main power . Ahpeh wanted to qive me an ipod . Happy zhezhonq , (: Hope he really did qive uh . Then , i would have an ipod already , noo fuss of havinq noo sonqs even if my phone went flat or somethinq like this . Daddy said that , my phone came already . Super happy zhezhonq . But , he had noo time to qo qet it todaye . He would qet it tomorrow instead . (: Reached home at around 7.50pm due to traffic jam . D: Watched Paris & Milan . My head is in real pain now , ima qonna sleep early toniqht . As for tomorrow , i hope all of us have a pleasant day . It's William birddaye ! :DD I hope everythinq qoes fine , i hope . Please , let my health qrow abit better uh , (: I always think for myself , I didn't think for others . I never once tried to accept another person in an relationship , even if ima in one myself . Im still stuck in the past , It had been qoinq 6months already yet it still stay afresh . I was browsinq my past photos in my desktop just now , i saw photos of him & us . Suddenly , i miss him alotalot . I really do . He could put down everythinq & start afresh already . Why can't I ? I wasted alot of other people time . I just doesn't appreciated what th others did for me . Not even alit touched . I understand , I musn't rely on others . I must be on myself now . Ima alone . Not everyone would be there for me always . I must learn & look forward not stuck in th past . I need to learn to put him down , bury everythinq down to th bottom of my heart . I've been tellinq myself this since th day we brokenup till now , i never suceed . At times , I really feel that I could just die off . Useless freak , simple job , why can't you ? Gettinq over him , it just soo hard . D: Hais , time would heal everyone would say . How lonq ? Up till now , it qonna be half a year soon . How much time more , ? Could anyone tell me ?! Ima stuck , really stuck . Stuck in my own feelinqs , own world . If only , everythinqs would still th same , if only . I can't pretend anymore . I can't hide my feelinqs anymore . For th past six months , i've been pretendinq and hidinq , afraidinq of qettinq hurt aqain . Ima tired . If only , thinqs were still th same .. Labels: I can't pretend, I want everythinq to end .
♥ 我爱你 . @ 8:30:00 PM
Wednesday, September 2 ♥ PRONOUNCING SICK OFFICIALLY . - Dead soon . Had anyone already prepared my r.i.p ? P.S :/ Readers , Noo photos available . Noo phone to store pictures , D: Daddy just called . He had that there's noo stock of w705 currently . Goinq drive me crazy already lahh . What kind of supplier is that , soo lonq , D: Nevermind . Whininq over here doesn't chanqe th fact anyway . Only could bear with it . It had been th seventh day that i didn't attended school . Equal to one week already . Plus & Plus all those holidays , weekends & everythinqs . Didi qet his n85 already lahh . But , mine still don't know where th hell it is . Sad bodoh , D: Currently havinq sliqht fever , couqh , flu , sore throat , headache , bodyache . I don't have H1N1 everyone . Don't avoid me when you see me on th street . I've only weak immuse system , that's all . Tomorrow havinq prayers meetinq . I hope i won't qo there couqhinq & sneezinq than havinq prayers . My daily activities outside had been lowered down already . Spend most of my time indoors . Im such a obedient little qirl . Lauqhs , -.- I slept till 3pm today , super tired already & was stun by th timinq my mommy tell me . Oh qosh , 3pm lehh . It's insane lahh . Unless im havinq a fever , if not i won't be soo piqqy . Upcominq events : William's birthday , Fiona's birthday & Alvin's birthday . Crazyness lahh . Currently busy with planninq around but , still noo biq plans available . Time really do flies today .
♥ 我爱你 . @ 4:51:00 PM
|
Ang Weijian's
, Name , Venuss ♥ Location , Singapore . Quote of the day : Just a moment of love , Just another moment of us .
|