Friday, February 26 ♥ Baby , This post is specially for you . It had already been two months since we've been together . In this two months , alot of things happened to the both of us . We did quarrel before , did things that have make yous disappointed or angry before . Neverthless , you still did forgive and forget , bear on with me for my everything . Im really glad that i've yous with me and really glad that i've known yous . Must really thanks to imm ehs . ;D You're really perfect to me . And, thanks for everything that you've given me . For example , your care and concern that yous have shown , and alot more . (: Those eight days that i've been in malaysia had been very critical for me . The eight days really given me the ensure of my feelings towards you . And , baby , i do love yous . (: Thanks for trusting me and believing in me to have this relationship started . (: Like what you've said to me , i too . cannot do without yous , soo dont leave me okays . ? ;D im really touched that when im sick , yous really spend your time and takecare of me , cook for me , help me with my medicine etc . its something that warms up my heart . thanks baby . im really happy and felt comfortable being with you . and hope that , it will continue on like this or get even better . Cheers for our upcoming everydays and really glad to say that you really've make a great impact in my life . because of you , i learnt to love once more . (: 27dec2009 , 0825pm . the day that we started out everything . because of it , it brings me to step out of my past and have now pacing with the future with you being with me . all your motivations , your words , i've remembered it in my heart . may the stars and aeroplane brought our wishes to the sky and cometrue . (: i believe in us and our feelings towards eachother . baby , this relationship wouldn't be so perfect without you , lets carry on this together. ! iloveyous , angweijian . (: my only one . <3
♥ 我爱你 . @ 2:16:00 AM
Monday, February 22 ♥ Departed Singapore last saturday. Back to malacca. ! ;D Wasn't very glad that baby wasn't with me. Eight days without him, super shagg. Nevertheless, I still managed to last this eight days. Posting about what happened in malacca will be on my next post. (: Stayed tuned eh. Currently, lying on my bed, posting via phone. Finally meet till baby today. He definately knows how to make my day. (: Current mood, missing my baby. :x
♥ 我爱你 . @ 11:15:00 PM
Monday, February 8 ♥  Poor me , having fever . Today , no school no work . Due to my fever . D: Currently , Iris sitting beside me using her laptop , while me beside her using mines . My fever had gone down alr . Not good having fever , but can 偸懒 . ;D Yesterday , went out with Akl , Nana andand AndyLim . Super fun , ilovingit . <3> Frm Jurongpoint to Imm , then to Jurongpoint again . (: Waited for Weijian at interchange for around 45mins till he arrived . (: Slacked with him then off he send me home before he return to his home . Rotting , still deciding wher to go . Bball , or Namdai ? I dont feel like staying home . But , the weather doesnt look appealing to me ? It looks like it's going to rain already . But , for twice , the weather changed to sunny . I wondered , whats happening on top . It's doesnt seems really nice . D: Anw , imisscliques alotalot . D; I reallyreally feel like forming an beach gathering for all of us . Whos in ? Reply in my chatbox yeahhhs . Especially my SISTERS and SL Brothers . ;D Counting down , 4 or 5 days more and im going overboard . D: I'll be missing every bits of Singapore . Especially my friends , sisters and brothers . Sometimes , i just really wished that i'll be heard . I feel quite invisible in my world , in my life . Its doesnt seems to be mine at all . I quite dont understand . I sick and tired of being restrain from things . But , im not the one controlling it , its my heart . Im trying to let go , and i think i've suceed almost half of it , today . Well done , venuss . But , i arent happy at all .. Labels: the exceptions .
♥ 我爱你 . @ 6:53:00 PM
Saturday, February 6 ♥  Isn't Autumn beautiful ? It given me the feeling of being relaxed . The prettiest season of all , to me . If i had the chance , i really would want to go experience Autumn . Even if its gonna takes the last moment of my life , i'll still be going . And die in the winter . (: Its a pity that due to Singapore being near the equator of the Earth , we couldn't get to see the four different seasons due to the hot climate . Nature , is just too beautiful . The four seasons can be used to describe human's feelings . Isn't it .. After yesterday's night true-or-dare session . I realised , Im really very sentimental . Even the Autumn in my life includes the different sense of feelings . (: Yesterday , went Marina Barrage with Baby , Jeremy , Andy and Elin . Had some tiff with Baby due to my outbreak of emotionals . And , the fact is stating that , im the one who really needs to be more understanding . I had been thinking too much recently . Maybe because , there are just too many happenings recently . Sorry baby . Kite-flying really needs patience and tug-and-pull to make it fly up high . Just like being in a relationship . I've been a failure in it and i hope im still not too late for it . Its time for me to really learn and growup . To 看开一点, and 放开一点 so as to make the relationship fly up high . i hasn't mature enough for certain things . Its time to see things from a different value , a different angle . (: Second time at Marina Barrage , had different experience . It's beautiful there . Love is something sentimental . Used to experience it with your heart and soul . The true meaning of love is not to 占有 , But to 付出 . I learnt it . And , i need to use it . Not afraid of getting hurt , wholeheartedly given out . That's what i used to do . I should once again , tried it for one last attempt . And , i really wished . It doesn't failed .. Cause , when it failed , i might not be able to bear the consequences for what it had done . I decided to given out my trust , my everythings just for love . The one last attempt im betting . For the relationship that i yearn to have . And , that because Baby , you're th one that given me the courage in all .. Labels: speaks the courage .
♥ 我爱你 . @ 1:15:00 PM
Wednesday, February 3 ♥  ♥ 我不会终场放弃 , 因为我曾见过爱情真正的盛开 . Homed . Went bball-ing at Artpark with ♥♥ , Jeremy , Alvin & Robin just now . (: I fell down again . Clumsy me . In the end , ♥♥ asked me sit at one corner watched . D: ♥♥ and Jeremy played quite a number of match . Last match was the funniest . I shouted to them says , if you'll win . I treat yous all eat mcflurry . Jeremy 为了 mcflurry , very 拼命 lors . Laughs . ;D ♥♥ play bball , damn 可爱 lahs . Wanna pinch his face again . ;D Today , didn't went school . Prepared everything , in the end , noo uniform wear . D: Both uniform still in washing machine . Giveup , went back to bed . (: Mommy and daddy didn't know i didn't go to school . They stunned when they found me still in bed . Super funny uhs . ;D After Mommy left for work , ♥♥ give me surprise again . Says , around 4 to 5 plus come find me . In th end , after kup , appeared outside my house . Shouted : " POSTMAN " ;D Thenthen , slacked slacked till Jeremy arrived . When Jp buy things , then off to bball-ing . ;D Yeahs , tml remedial all cancelled . (: Looking forward to outing with ♥♥ on Friday . ;DD Labels: Neglected at times .
♥ 我爱你 . @ 11:21:00 PM
Tuesday, February 2 ♥ TIRED BEAT . D: I just post short post before i go to bed . Overall was just . School , Remedial & Jp with RuiJie and Baby . Then , homed . Bath , Slacked with baby outside my house . Update blog , onlined . Thats all for my today . MissNeo spoiled my day again . That Nu Jin Gang . D: Off to bed , eyelid closing down . Nights . Labels: Tired . Depression . Hearts .
♥ 我爱你 . @ 10:59:00 PM
Monday, February 1 ♥  ; Vexed , The feeling of insecureness overwhelmed me . Thinking through alot of this right at this moment . Having heart-to-heart talk with Iris . (: She's currently at my house now. Shaggy all over . D: I feel like MIA-ing from this place , this world andand go somewher real peaceful that can calm my heart down , ( with Iris ) . Sighh . D: Going school , stressed . Go home , stressed . Everything also stressed , go wher , with who , all stressed . When can i stop getting all those . It's driving me almost insane . I realise , im being more and more coward as time go by . And YES , it's COWARD . Im trying to avoiding all those stressness im going to face , bottling everything up in my heart , unreachable from the outside world . Every single problem , every single 委屈 that im having . Perhaps , its was me thinking too much about everything . Perhaps , it wasn't . I wasn't sure about that either . I need someone to be there for me , enlighten me . But , all fails . Btw , im just back from work . Worn out , totally ! Didnt went school again today . I was late again . I really wanted to go to school today , but thoughts of MissNeo . I can't bring myself to tolerate her again . I might just blowup one day . Her eyecontact with me , really makes me feel super uncomfortable . Her negative words , didnt encourage me , in fact , its pull me way down . I feel like giving up , wash my hands off everything . Sighh . I just want a simple life .. D: Sometimes , i just don't feel your care and love towards me . When you're cold towards me , you're really so cold that i almost freeze . Sighh , i may think alot , i bet yous too . But , i know , i reeally love you . And , i've really fallen in love again for another time . Yous are so near yet so far . I can see yous , sense yous . But , it seems to me that you're drifting away at times , i couldn't grab yous . Im afraid of losing someone that i really love again . I cried , I keep things to myself , I just want yous to be happy and carefree with me . I always hug yous tight , the reason being , im afraid . Im afraid if i let go , the next moment yous'll be gone . Gone from me . We just started off . I hope , everything will goes fine . Sighh . Cruelity kills .
♥ 我爱你 . @ 10:10:00 PM
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,  Name , Venuss ♥ Location , Singapore . Quote of the day : Just a moment of love , Just another moment of us .
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