Pardon me for not blogging for such a long time, Pardon me for not uploading pictures on my blog. Pardon me for not updating about those fun i have for th past few weeks. Pardon me, ..


Starting of November, to me it's already the starting of the race. I seriously felt that i'm lacking behind. In just a few months time, lesser than one year, it would be my GCE-O's. I can already feel the stress during headstart programme. ):
To me, this holiday isn't a holiday, it's a start, in fact, a chance for me to catch up with the rest, I should cherish this holiday and slowly reducing personal enjoyment, learn to resist temptations. Sometimes, i really hope that there's someone i can really rely on and can always be there for me to guide me along, but, i need to learn what's independent. I've to face this alone, challenge against myself to have a breakthrough. Tired, is currently how feel now. Rest, is what i desire for now. Sometimes, i just feels that i don't understand myself at all. ):
Towards every situations, i've my own thinkings, own ways of solving things and own judgement, but, it seems to others that all my doings aren't going the right way. I've always been not able to make a decision and stick to it, always so wishy-washy about things. Recently, i managed to make my decision and followed it as well. I found it a breakthrough for me, but, to others, it might not be a great thing. Making me down.
I just wish, someone would support me, and believing in me, letting me do what i want to do.