Back to update today. Currently with Panphila sister. Its really been a long time since i last update my blog already. Got anybody miss me mahs ? ;D  Still having holiday, but December is soon coming. Meaning, school going to restart soon. Mommy told me something recently, she asked me why am i working so hard for work now. She says that, what the use of working so hard now when yous know that you're going to have no time for yourself once school starts. O's is definately tough, and need all your efforts and strength. AFter what she have said, ima thinking, why didnt i think of that. Ima isn't happy chionging work. And, is not my ideal one too. D:

My blog indeed seh kor already siak. Will find time to update it soon enough. I suddenly lost track of where i wante to do nor go. Hais. Recently, i read my horoscope, its says that wo ders ming zhong zhu ding is can cer ders leis. I know, its sounds abit ridiculous. But, i really do believe ders lors. D: Heeheehs. Panphila just praise me, says i talk very keai. Heeheehs, especially my "meiyou" :D
Holiday just simply a gathering for my sisters. But, still not th shenglong. D:  I miss, i really do miss them alot, going down namdai w/o them, like something missing. Hais. i also dont know uhs. I miss his cokking, i miss their craps, i miss their free ride. Okok, i miss most is Panphila. She just cooked spaghetti for me, nice right. Hehehe, also drink wine, ;D HAHAHA. Okay, i must admit ima indeed ahgong. Omg, Panphila keepon laughing cause i keep type wrong. Firstly, Panphila become Pnaphila. Second time, become Pan phila. Omg, she keep laughing lehs. Hais. D: Today slacking with Beloved panphila again, HOHOHO. Might meetup with Justin, dont know where the hell is he now lahs, says meet 2pm lehs. Dots. D:

Listen to Panphila's song very emo lors. Until, i also emo lors. Jialat, i have th urge to sing kbox liaoos. >.<

Pardon me for not blogging for such a long time, Pardon me for not uploading pictures on my blog. Pardon me for not updating about those fun i have for th past few weeks. Pardon me, ..


Starting of November, to me it's already the starting of the race. I seriously felt that i'm lacking behind. In just a few months time, lesser than one year, it would be my GCE-O's. I can already feel the stress during headstart programme. ):
To me, this holiday isn't a holiday, it's a start, in fact, a chance for me to catch up with the rest, I should cherish this holiday and slowly reducing personal enjoyment, learn to resist temptations. Sometimes, i really hope that there's someone i can really rely on and can always be there for me to guide me along, but, i need to learn what's independent. I've to face this alone, challenge against myself to have a breakthrough. Tired, is currently how feel now. Rest, is what i desire for now. Sometimes, i just feels that i don't understand myself at all. ):
Towards every situations, i've my own thinkings, own ways of solving things and own judgement, but, it seems to others that all my doings aren't going the right way. I've always been not able to make a decision and stick to it, always so wishy-washy about things. Recently, i managed to make my decision and followed it as well. I found it a breakthrough for me, but, to others, it might not be a great thing. Making me down.
I just wish, someone would support me, and believing in me, letting me do what i want to do.