Tuesday, October 27 ♥  HATING THIS FEELING. DOWN IN ME. Feeling very frustrated out of the sudden. Feeling sad as well. Hais. Why must it be like this, things going like this. I want a change in me, in everything. Can i just step out of this world of mine and live alone, in some peaceful place on earth. I seriously miss those times out with th SPcliques, alotalot. D: Stopping me, helding me back. I going insane, the feelings is killing me. Making me, veryvery uncomfortable. Why is it so, i don't understand. I WANTED PEACE, JUST FOR AWHILE WILL DO. leave here, to get what i want. I dying and craving for peace, a world of my own..
♥ 我爱你 . @ 11:12:00 PM
Saturday, October 24 ♥  ♥ Sunset, will always be th most beautiful scene in me. Eeyer, My fridge got even more durians. Smelly. D: Later, going to service without Chinny. First time, im trying to learn independent. (: Must support me okay, everyones. Heehs. Meetup with Ames & Kenny early in the morning 11.30plusplus. Accompany Ames go take his laptop. Meet them at JurongEast MRTstation. Then, trained to Queenstown. After alight from Queenstown, cab down to the don't know where. What technopark. Laughs. Then, watched Pinkpanther and newspaper with Kenny while Ames go the servicecounter. Stupid show lors. Then, they all accompany me go home changed , eat and slack. Watched Fengyun then prepared, go out to Jurongpoint accompany them eat LongJohn. (: Trained to Orchard find My Panphila at her MoguMogu shop. Chatted in train. Then, slack at th MoguMogu shop, stupid Ames and Kenny go keepon blink their eyes, signal things while Panphila and me chatting about our stuffs. Then, say byebye to Sister then trained back with Ames and Kenny. Kenny got off at ChuaChuKang , Ames accompany home. Then, slack at basketball court. Had heart to heart talk with him, chatted alotalotalotalot of things. Found that, alot of common things alike, not bad right. Heeheehs. (: Then, he send me home, then i send him to traffic light after i went find my brother. Went home, chatted with him till i fallen asleep. Now chatting with him again, (: He is late for his interview, somemore is super late. D: Chinny today going back to msia lers, Hais. D: Miss her. D: Today, damn shortening post, very tired uh. D:
♥ 我爱你 . @ 10:43:00 AM
Wednesday, October 21 ♥  Smallest Brother, Robin.  Robin again, Cute hur ?   Being shot of me drinking my MeijiMilk, Fav. :D  MyBearBear, using com.  Xinnyingg, BearBear.  Innocent Face.   Chinny with the vase at hotel.  Trying to act cute. ._.  Chinny & me. Slacking at work.   Candid Shot. Alvin and Robin. (: ❤ Take a breathe, Touch me. Hold me. I JUST DON'T BELONGS. Aaron. We shall meet next time alrights. I didn't want to go so far due to some reasons. When you're free, i promise i'll make it back to you. Sometimes. Im just thinking, maybe i should stop all those negative thoughts and forget it. Im stirring up another friendship of mine. Or, am i just not suitable to have friends ? I just feel that i don't belong there. Maybe, the causes is me, the reason is also me. Im the one who screwed up everything and doesn't even know about it, reflects on myself. Forget it then, since things are already going the opposite way instead. It's been long since I last attended school. I miss school, the laughters and those stupid stuffs. Today, i feel enlighten. It was kinda sudden, but im alone and do things that i wanted to. I miss those peaceful and fun i had in Sembawang. Slacking at SP, something stunning to me. I actually missed Sembawang, missed slacking at Namdai, watching them ball at BoonLay CC with sisters & SLbrothers. Had rounding with them on bikes. Im really happy then. But now, i hope everything are still the same. Everything .. Meetup with Serena again. Super happy, went return disc & shopped around in Jurongpoint. Serena kept on Hais-ing and she got thristy after Hais-ing so much. Cute bodoh. Both of us went LaiLai deesiaoo, drank 99cents drink there. Sit there, just for two drinks. Then, bused down to Panphila's house downstair. Slacked and chatted there. Watched the Bangala nailing things, while texting with Ames. Damn noisy lahs. D: Panphila Sister went deesiaoo Ames, help me reply him. Super funny, i tell yous. (: But, he still quite smart lahs, know that it wasn't me who reply. Laughs. Around 6pm, Panphila Sister going Kopitiam find her mother, walked to Serena's house downstair with Serena then slack there awhile. Called William. After Serena went home, loiter around and chat with Ames while waiting for William to arrive. Guess what, William arrived with TigerLaopehh. Gosh, Gosh. His fringe super colourful, long. Longlonglonglonglong time didn't see him already uhs. Walked together to Andy's house. Andy stunned when we just opened the door and went in. Chatted in his room for awhile, then all went down to 851. Xavier came after that, don't know what happened to them, then to playground. Stupid lurs, i too short, couldn't climb up. Then, all of them sat on top. I walked underneath them, still wouldn't bump my head onto the playground floor lahs. Slack tilla round nine, walked home. Watched Olympic. (: Today, chatted on phone with Ames like wholeday. Laughs. Stupid him, last minutes no CCA, if not i already at Sembawang slacking with him. Went Jurongpoint shopped myself. Then, homed again. (: It should be all. 9pm already, Olympic showed again. Shall post again next time. Stay tuned, hope to see more tags on my blog. (:
♥ 我爱你 . @ 8:08:00 PM
Tuesday, October 20 ♥
♥ Close your eyes, feels me. Get love drunk, baby. The reason that i'm here. All owes to yous. Alohaa. Awake already, as usual this naughty girl didn't went to school. (: I should have went to Arena with Panphila and Edwina yesterday night since i didnt attend school this morning. Nevertheless, Mommy forget that i've school today. 11.30pm, was awake and had my milk & breakfast after i bathe. Going out in half an hour more to meetup with my beloved Serena to return the disc we rent. Peoples, Free tomorrow ? Having promotion day tomorrow. No need to attend school. How nice, im already like having holidays despite there's still school. (: I really missmissmiss die my FionaHoXinyi. She always love to keep my xinyangyang Make till me, must keepon scratching non-stop. Poor her, O-lvls still going on. As for my Chinny, she getting back her results today ! Chinny, i've faith in yous. (: Still afraid, i hope that i can promoted to Sec4. Please. I dowan to retain again anymore. D: Gosh, I don't know why my right eye keepon twitching. From the moment i wakeup till now. Scary okay, what's going to happen next. I hope it isn't something bad. Everyones, this announcement is for yous all : 31October, Afternoon to Night. City Harvest Church is going to hold a event, Halloween at JurongWest. It's open to all, Anyone interested, tell me alrights ? It would be a awesome event. So, everyone do join us and have fun for the night. (: I guess, it would be all. Any special happenings afterwards, i would postup again. Stay tuned alrights. Support my blog onceagain. Seeyous !
♥ 我爱你 . @ 2:21:00 PM
Monday, October 19 ♥  ♥ Take a step, Take a breathe, Feel your love. Back from slacking downstair. Slack with PanphilaSister & EdwinaSister. ♥ I didn't seen them for ages. Brothers playing nuisance around the whole house. Gosh, D: It's HAPPY BELATED DEEPAVALI. (: There school tomorrow. Boring. Nothing to do in school, no point going eh. I want sleep, on my bed. Not on the table. ): Didn't went far today, wokeup at 4pm today. But, still feeling tired all over. Met Serena, passed her charger & rent disc. Home, then went slacking downstair. My Monday. Chatted with Ames for very long. Chatted about alot of stuffs. He finally talked in MRT. :D Yesterday, was exhausted from working. Firstday work OT. But, it was fun, i swear. I was exhausted maybe because I wokeup at 3am in the morning before work. Not enough sleep for myself. Starting, was slacking work with Chinny. (: We even camwhore during work. Was arranged to helpout with putting setting & clearing of rooms for events the nextday . Learned quite afew things. Like how a hotel manage things. Then, after release time, arrange & layout settings at the big hall. Then, changing out. After changing, went down and took cab home, company sponcered. Good right ? :D Dozed off four times after Chinny got down. Home sweet home. Mommy cooked for me noodles and ate it then went to bed. Totally exhausted. Congrats to Mommy & Daddy buying tons of things back from the trip to Msia. (: But still, no milk for me. D: Just simply a brief of what going on today & yesterday of my lives. I must really think carefully about whether to take this step. I believe, its time for me to move on. I hope, everythings going on fine. Let me feel the changes that are going through in my life. Im willing to take the step out. (: And, be the real me.
♥ 我爱你 . @ 7:00:00 PM
Sunday, October 18 ♥
♥ BACK TO MY OWNSELF. (: IT STILL DOESNT CHANGE A THING. ): Changed my blogskin again. Red chio right ? (: Today, i watched the blacksky turned brighter & brighter bit by bit. Awesome. Wokeup from my beauty sleep at around 3plus this morning. D: Was sweating all over & feeling damn uncomfortable. Decided to wakeup instead. Tiring. Stupid Ames went drinking & tonning, in the end he got himself seh & was reluctant to go sleep when i asked him to. Stubborn leh, still tell me feel like vomiting. ._. Anw, started to delete photos, loading photos into my computer. Found alot of old shots. I really look like xiaomeimei, i realised. Saw shots of SLbrothers to Sentosa. Playing in the water, smiling wide on their faces. It's been long since we all gathered together for an outing. Miss it lots, Brothers. Still thinking whether should i attend the chalet on 25 -27. Andy & William going lehs. D: Having work later on. Firstday, i hope it's fine & not difficult for me to get use. I think i shall getback to sleep later on, at least replenish alittle. Look more refreshing. Learned some new stuffs yesterday at fellowship. (: Bangladesh & India is different, Bangladesh is not in India. (: Stupid eh, I don't even know the difference, it's like soo embarrasing. *ThrowFace. Okay, Everybody don't laugh. Xinny will shyshy ders. :D Fellowship was fun. It's doesn't failed to be fun. Tricky games was played. & I always the last or last second to figure out, as Chinny also ben si ders lers. Hehe. Free ride home, Thanks to Xueli & her boyf. (: It should be all, might be meeting Aaron on Monday. Bored. SPcliques having school on Monday despite of Deepavali. Sad lors. Chinny & me couldn't get high with them before they starts school. Saddening case. D: Okay, im hungry. I guess it's time for me to go online. Ciaos ! Update next time. Wish me goodluck for work today. (:
♥ 我爱你 . @ 10:05:00 AM
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♥ 我爱你 . @ 9:35:00 AM
Thursday, October 15 ♥ FUCKUP . HAD ENOUGH ALREADY . Pictures , refer to Chinny's & Ivan's blog . I dont know blogger uploading thing couldn't search my phone device . Resulting in , no picture uploaded . Boring . Don't know what to update . When feel like , will update more . Stay tuned . (: Just a summary of my following days going to be : Going town on Friday , Familyday or service on Saturday & Working on Sunday . That is roughly how it's going to be . People , i still wanna find a second job . So , if there's any lobang , please contact my through my phone okays ? (: Venussheartsall . (:
♥ 我爱你 . @ 5:55:00 PM
Saturday, October 10 ♥ -001.jpg) -001.jpg) .jpg) .jpg) -001.jpg) -001.jpg) ANNOUCEMENT : XINNY'S PHONE IS BACK . ^^ Photos speaks everything . HEHE . Actually , i forgot what happened already lahs . I only know . Yesterday was Gerald's birthday . Happy Belated Birthday , Gerald . :D I finally can camwhore already . Phone back . "Got xiang mommy mahs , ? " *Ask Phone . I shall update more when more fun occurs . (: Ciaos ! Stay tuned .
♥ 我爱你 . @ 9:06:00 AM
Tuesday, October 6 ♥ Reaching the max . Hearts down to the beat . ♥ FEELINGS : VENUSS RANDOMLY MOODSWINGS . OhFcuk . Was actually going out studying with HengHui , Camillia & Agnes . But , damn tired . Reached home at around 4plus in the afternoon today . Totally wreaked out . Okay , I already decided to sign Starhub plan for my new line already . Wonderful feelings . Decided on something in particular . Feeling great , cause there's an aim for me . Flunked my Maths Paper2 . Totally ! Sleeping through the time during exam . Passing my Maths was going to be out of the question . I hope I get promoted this time . Im thinking , when will I going to have peace in my house ? Noisy . BuayTahan lahs ! Wrote alot of things for SocialStudies this time . I hope I get at least a pass & I'll be over the moon . I even elaborate the Singapore pledge . Dots . D: Okay , enough . I did bueno-ing today again . OISHI ! ♥ Was like discussing about those plan & phones thingy at JurongPoint basement with HengHui . Then , came Chinny . Fooling around lahs . Forget to text Weihaw today , too excited about the phone ended up , he called me . MY PHONE IS STILL NOT BACK YET ! D: Nverminds . I wanna get the line AS SOON AS POSSIBLE . :D Aftermath , walked HengHui home & walked down to Vanny's block with Chinny . Accompanied Vanny see doctor . Someone having a fever ! Mr.Vanny , tcare of your own health . Tyvm . :D Then , Chinny & Me walked to the void deck at bicycle shop there . Old folks was having KTV session . Chinny & Me got hyper , sing along . Vanny going crazy . Walked Vanny home . Otw back , when crossing the road to opposite CHC , almost die . Heng , I didn't die . Left a little inch before the motorist bang me fly . :D So heng right ? :D Then , after Vanny went up his block , Chinny & me walked home . Accompanied Chinny to bus stop & went home with my Icecream ! :D & Here Im ! Thats should be all . Today , No interesting happenings . Ciaos ! Stay tuned , Readers . Venuss Hearts Yous ! ♥ Labels: Saved
♥ 我爱你 . @ 7:51:00 PM
Monday, October 5 ♥ .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) -001.jpg) -001.jpg) ♥ Those unbreakable feelings continued to haunt me . ATTENTION : HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO IRIS KHOO . <3 Hearts yous alot kays . Although , alit late . But , my wishing is still th same . ANNOUNCEMENT : 1. I MISS MY FRINGE . 2. MY PHONE STILL NOT BACK . Dying soon already lahs . I miss my phone damn lots , darling when will yous be back ? I really hate coming home , staying at home . No peace at all lahs . I want a private place , somewhere where i can really relax & rest for awhile . Im TIRED ! I really damn feel like slapping my brother , his mouth . Buay tahan . Urghh . D: Mommy started scolding non-stop when she didn't even step inside th house . Wtf . Total Hell lahs . Heng , Vanny was on phone with me . If not , i'll go crazy definately . I promise to update when Im homed on Friday , but i didnt . Com was booked . Went to sleep instead . Simply went for Cmg on Friday night at Riverwalk . Th night scenary of ClarkQuay was superb beautiful & peaceful . Ima ton-ing there someday . Went i leave home , people find me there if i've th transport fee . Before Cgm , went Bugis find Ivan . Shocked dao him . :D Otw home , on phone with Vanny till I reached home . Thanks Vanny ! :D On Saturday . Mid-Autumn festival . Skipped service & went to Chinny's Grandpa house for BBQ . Have fun , fun & fun . Drank quite alot & something happened . Ah-harr . D: Almost had big quarrel with Chinny cause of it . But , heng she understand why i did that . Things are just getting complicated & abit hard for me to handle . Then , went to Cityhall with Jenny & Vanny for paying their tickets . Feel bad , as they didn't went club that day already . D: Sorry . Sorry . Owe them one . :D Then , waited for Johnny at City hall . Then , trained back to Jurong together . Chinny & Me was singing hokkien song in MRT . Jialat uhs , making a fool . D: Then , Then . Once came down from platform , saw Xuesheng . Chinny ton my house for th first time . Whoooooohs :D , No mre bus already . Laughs . Those bunch of Gentlements send me & Chinny home . Then , off they goes to Vanny's house for watching soccer match . Cosy eh , them . Washed up . Then , Chinny & me watched ZhongJiSanGuo together & then watched those killer movie . Gosh , very scary lahs . Xia daoo Chinny & me lahs . D: Th dead people face , Screenshot ders bodoh . :x Okay , enough of that . Then , went took a nap with Chinny beside me . I that night , desperately needed alkaline . My leg was in pain & suan-ness lahs . Gosh . Couldn't even sleep well , was like waking up almost every half an hour . Chinny was in different sleeping position eveytime i opened my eyes . & th worst , she kicked her leg & lifted her hand & ouched in her sleep @! D: Xiaa daoo wo . Lauqhs . Its Sunday already . Around 5plus , wake Chinny up as we're going over to Vanny's house already . She was like , so damn hyper once she opened her eyes . Laughing all th way . Crazy Chinny . :X Was singing "Fire Burning" otw there to Vanny's house . Once reached , began our . Muhahahahh , disturbing of others beauty sleep . Eh , or should it being cause handsome sleep ? Cause , they're guys . Okay , putting of lipgloss on Jenny's face & toothpaste on others face . In th end , all wokeup & was still in sleepy mode . D: Went for breakfast at 851 . Not feeling well . Then , accompany Chinny wait for bus homed & back to Vanny's house sleep . I keepon dream till i was falling off & opened my eyes . Couldn't sleep well . Then , after Chinny came back for awhile , down to played basketball . Shocked till Jeremy when I went his house find Jasmin , Jasmin went ShengSiong . D: Then , back to SkatePark . Played basketball awhile then went up to Vanny's house again . Slacked , Lunched , TaiDi & Bath . Bused to town , meet Jenny , Xuesheng & his girlf . Something happened after that , i almost explode . Hais , D: Went off , trained back home & fall asleep while i was sitting on th MRT floor . D: Monday . Which is today , Reached school very early . Started exam . I didn't study for my maths , D: But , i knew this paper even more than those past time paper . Happy . English paper , was like half sleeping while half doing . On a huge appetite today . Tomorrow fasting . (: After paper , went to canteen & sip up my milo then , walked to boonlay . On phone with Vanny otw there . Singtel shop not opened , MY PHONE ! ~ Nverminds , brought bandung & walked back home again . Once reach home , sleep off straight . Super tired . & now , my house is once again in a quiet mode . Finally , ease off . :D But , sadly . Ima going bath & off to bed . Ciaos ! :D
♥ 我爱你 . @ 10:40:00 PM
Friday, October 2 ♥ PEOPLE . UPDATE WHEN IMA BACK ! :D Preparing & Out later on . STAY TUNED & TAG ME . - hearts . venuss . <3
♥ 我爱你 . @ 3:54:00 PM
Thursday, October 1 ♥         Photos & Photos . I uploaded th out-dated photos . D: Readers . Update my blog already . No time & keepon forgeting to update . Annoucements : My w705 officially send into hospital . Currently in-operation . Sad right ? Now , no phone use already . D: Neverminds , Nverminds . Yous know whd , Venuss is very happy ! Cause , i had made many new friends . Super friendly them . :D Yous know whd , i really really hate staying at home now . My past life seems to comeback . Im reallt stressed out already . Can everythings stop or maybe just pause & let me get used to it alittle before everything continue . D: Cried in th night , couldn't get to sleep . Quarrel with Mommy yesterday , bcause of activate ezlink card . She always think that ima very free to do alot of stuffs , but seriously , im very tired already . I lost one friend todaye . Quarrel with him , he lied to me . Nverminds . Treat it as I see th wrong person th second time . D: When I just got home just now , kena scold again . I haven't even sat down . Wtf . She always always , nver failed to jump to a conclusion without asking . & said everything is excuses . But , when she did wrong , she expect we forgive her . Her words was just too harsh for me , i feel soo discourage . Whos there to understand ? I know , I very stupid , dumb , blur . I dont want it neither . D: Do yous really think that I want to be retained ? I work so hard & yous dont see it . yous jump to conclusion . I knw my result is still so worst despite i studied . & I REALLY DID OKAY . D: Suan lers bahs . Cruelity world . Lucky , i wasnt soo foolish to qo try overdose again . Kns . Won't be so stupid , already . I believe god will make a way for me . Day ad school was tiring . Having exams all day . Geog & followed by English paper . Scribble till hand hurts . I didn write alot of points on Green Revolution . D: Yous knw , i todaye feel soo cared by my Geog cher . She was like super caring . I didn felt tht kinda care frm my parents . She talks to me in sucha motherly way , i really was inspired . How i wish my mum would be like her . SHe wipe off th chilli sauce off my mouth & th fact tht she understand me better . Wtf , she just , i dont knw how to describe . Extremely nice ? :o Illegal things happened during Geog paper . & English paper , when MsLee was halfway collecting th paper , whole class already went grabbing their bags . My DNT class , noo class going on . MrOng just brought Charsiew rice & was ready to eat before , ZhaoHui , Yuxian , Me & Rayson walked in Design studio . He was like , " HUHS . Why yous all here ? " In th end , we were dismissed ! :D Laughs . Cool hurs . Okay . Let me recalled . When it is . Ehs . Tuesday , i think . Not sure . Ahs ! D: Went library with Chin , Janson & Ivan . Then , their friend , Clarie came . Chin & me went crazy playing with Bian li tie & tissue paper . I think , i can qo be th wash toilet Auntie when i grow up . HEHE . :D Chin was playing with th bian li tie , thn write " HELLO " , I wrote " WELCOME BACK " She continued on with " BYEBYE " ._. I knw lahs , very very lame . But , must keep hyper always ! Dowan think of negative :D Thn , I saw tissue ! So , i suggested . " Chin , write on tissue lahs . Thn hide inside . " She really go write lehs ! Thn put back . HAHAHAHA ! Ivan almost use it to wipe ! D: Th 3emos , took picture of our sillyness masterpiece , but i didnt get th picture . Nverminds . Thn , went town with them to celebrate their another friend bdaye . Trained to Vivo . Th 3emos , listened to songs . Dots ._. Ehs , after that , crappings like sheng jing bing liddat lurs . I was whining hungry all th way . Which means , Im tan chi . D: Thn , in th end , dont knw whye th bdaye boy & his girlf run till Sentosa . So , we followed to Sentosa give him surprise . It's been long .. Hais . He was always there with me whenever i goes to beach , cause idk how to swim -.- HEHE . Dont care him , he just randomly popped out of nowhre . Then , i dont really remembered whd happened next . Th next thing i remember is , Chin & me wanna go home , thn those guys insist to send us home . Like spoilt their mood nors . Hais D: They actually wanted to grab supper ders . Thn , SORRY D: But , really very gentlemens , like Chin says ders . Ta xi huan . :D Ivan , Clarie & Me accompany Chin qo wait for bus . Thn , they pei me home . Thanks alot ahs ! :D Home Sweet Home . Yesterday , intend to slack at home . In th end , Andy & William come my house dwnstair find me . Slack thre . Andy drink again . AndyGor ahs , don't wei liaoos Zhabor liddat . Not worth ders lahs . I hope yous can faster get over her . Went up my house slack , went down again . Thn , Daniel came . Thn , slack awhile after tht , Home Sweet Home . I confirm going out later . Had enough of my mommy's nuisance . D:
♥ 我爱你 . @ 2:38:00 PM
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